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The Followers of Jesus Christ website is a great place to find topics and teachings of Biblical Prophecy, Freemasonry, Cults, Ritual Abuse, SRA, Fraternities, Healing, PLUS, many more Bible studies and helpful ministry Resources such as Books, CDs, DVDs, Tracts, Poems, and PDFs!

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Cry aloud, spare not, lift up thy voice like a trumpet, and show my people their transgression, and the house of Jacob their sins.

Isaiah 58:1

And the LORD shall be seen over them, and his arrow shall go forth as the lightning: and the Lord GOD shall blow the trumpet, and shall go with whirlwinds of the south.

Zechariah 9:14
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No matter what kind of ritual abuse you have suffered or mistakes you have made, you can find freedom from the pain and peace in your present life when you look to Jesus.

Our world is changing rapidly according to what Scripture has predicted. Let us not forget that we are not of the world and that our peace is not as the peace in this world.  Jesus said:

If ye were of the world, the world would love his own: but because ye are not of the world, but I have chosen you out of the world, therefore the world hateth you. 

John 15:19

Peace I leave with you, my peace I give unto you: not as the world giveth, give I unto you. Let not your heart be troubled, neither let it be afraid.

John 14:27


Many Christians are concerned with the new Hate Crimes legislation.  We sincerely try to reach all people with the Love of Jesus and not Hate.

But love ye your enemies, and do good, and lend, hoping for nothing again; and your reward shall be great, and ye shall be the children of the Highest: for he is kind unto the unthankful and to the evil.

Luke 6:35

Disclaimer for Our Web Site

We believe when our God created Mankind, He created them with “free will’.  This means every person has the right to choose to believe in God, and His Holy Bible, and what Jesus did for us on the Cross – or every person has the choice not to believe at all.  For those of us who do believe, we use the Bible as our guide.  We try to show people a “more excellent way”.

But covet earnestly the best gifts: and yet show I unto you a more excellent way.

1 Corinthians 12:31

That “Way” is the way of Love.

Whosoever shall confess that Jesus is the Son of God, God dwelleth in him, and he in God. {16} And we have known and believed the love that God hath to us. God is love; and he that dwelleth in love dwelleth in God, and God in him. {17} Herein is our love made perfect, that we may have boldness in the day of judgment: because as he is, so are we in this world. {18} There is no fear in love; but perfect love casteth out fear: because fear hath torment. He that feareth is not made perfect in love.

1 John 4:15-18 

Though I speak with the tongues of men and of angels, and have not charity, I am become as sounding brass, or a tinkling cymbal. {2} And though I have the gift of prophecy, and understand all mysteries, and all knowledge; and though I have all faith, so that I could remove mountains, and have not charity, I am nothing. {3} And though I bestow all my goods to feed the poor, and though I give my body to be burned, and have not charity, it profiteth me nothing. {4} Charity suffereth long, and is kind; charity envieth not; charity vaunteth not itself, is not puffed up, {5} Doth not behave itself unseemly, seeketh not her own, is not easily provoked, thinketh no evil; {6} Rejoiceth not in iniquity, but rejoiceth in the truth; {7} Beareth all things, believeth all things, hopeth all things, endureth all things. {8} Charity never faileth: but whether there be prophecies, they shall fail; whether there be tongues, they shall cease; whether there be knowledge, it shall vanish away.

1 Corinthians 13:1-8

The word “charity” means Love in the Srong’s:  26. agape, ag-ah’-pay; from G25; love, i.e. affection or benevolence; spec. (plur.) a love-feast:–(feast of) charity ([-ably]), dear, love.

We pray that anyone who visits our web site or contacts our ministry will feel the Love of Jesus and be aware that we feel we are speaking the Truth in Love.  We try to expose false doctrines and beliefs that are not compatible with the Bible in order that we may all “grow up” into Him – Jesus Christ.

Till we all come in the unity of the faith, and of the knowledge of the Son of God, unto a perfect man, unto the measure of the stature of the fulness of Christ: {14} That we henceforth be no more children, tossed to and fro, and carried about with every wind of doctrine, by the sleight of men, and cunning craftiness, whereby they lie in wait to deceive; {15} But speaking the truth in love, may grow up into him in all things, which is the head, even Christ: {16} From whom the whole body fitly joined together and compacted by that which every joint supplieth, according to the effectual working in the measure of every part, maketh increase of the body unto the edifying of itself in love.

Ephesians 4:13-16

If you Are a Christian we are challenging you to Wake Up!

Wherefore he saith, Awake thou that sleepest, and arise from the dead, and Christ shall give the light.

Ephesians 5:14

We praise God for all the wonderful praise music and testimonies of salvation we hear coming from many denominations and other church groups.  We are thankful for all the good works that they are doing by ministering to the abused, the poor, women who have had abortions, and the incarcerated.  However, we are burdened that so many Christians have lost their first love and have become lukewarm and have become so much like the world that they no longer are distinguished from others.  Many Christians never open their Bibles from one Sunday or meeting day to another.

As Christians we must be the light in this dark sinful world.  We must be sure we are following correct doctrinal teachings ourselves so we will not lead others astray.  Our ministry’s teaching CDs, DVDs, Tracts, Books, and Bible Studies are a result of our sincere effort to teach others what Jesus wants us to know to help us survive in this world and be accepted into the world to come.

Cross of Jesus Christ

We preach the message of the Cross of Jesus Christ. There is healing, forgiveness, and strength in the cross.  We believe you are saved, sanctified, justified, and kept through your belief in the finished work of Jesus on the cross.  When you have a problem, you take it to the cross because works will not fix the problems.

There is not enough emphasis put on the cross in most churches today.  Too much emphasis on money, seed faith, and the name it and claim it doctrines.  Jesus never made belief in Him hard.  The enemy brings confusion and makes you have doubt in what Jesus did for you.  Go to our books page for info on our healing book and commentary on Romans.

To learn how to be a Christian or “Saved or Born Again”.

Contact our ministry if you have more questions.   What is the Ultimate Truth?

Some Christians may not agree with what we teach or may not have ever heard about it from their own church, and therefore it may be shocking or hard for them to believe that we are presenting the truth in God’s word.  However we research very thoroughly every resource we offer and know we will have to stand before our Lord and Savior with what we do.

As Christians and the Remnant of God it is our duty to show Israel (the church) its transgressions, loose the bands of wickedness, free the oppressed, bear one another’s burdens, break every yoke and help restore our fellow Christians. (Isaiah 58)  If we do this, others will know that we love one another (John 13:35) and we will draw unbelievers to us when they see that love in action.

Please join us in our quest to educate both Christians and the un-saved about the love of Jesus and the wonderful truths He offers in His word.  We thank you in advance for your prayers and financial support.

There are many hurting people in this world and many are Christians.  Some have suffered various kinds of abuse as children or as adults.  Several have suffered from legalism and control in churches causing the Holy Spirit within them to grieve and their gifts to be quenched.  Many have sought counseling or ministry and left more confused than ever.  They are also often told they just don’t have enough faith to be healed emotionally or physically which in turn continues the cycle of abuse.  Many have joined organizations unaware that they are not compatible with their Christian walk. Others have done things during their lives that cause them pain and suffering after becoming Christians. A few may end up in prison.  People hurting people need to ask for cleansing for Soul ties, Rash Vows and Word curses and Jesus can set them Free if they can pray specifically about those problems.

We want you to know that you can be:

We are concerned that some of the Christians lack Compassion for others and do not reach out to survivors. WHAT IS RITUAL ABUSE ?

Read our concerns about FREEMASONRY or scroll down or Read our Page.

For I have not shunned to declare unto you all the counsel of God. {28} Take heed therefore unto yourselves, and to all the flock, over the which the Holy Ghost hath made you overseers, to feed the church of God, which he hath purchased with his own blood.

Acts 20:27-28

According to Strong’s Dictionary the word ‘church’ in Greek means: 1577. ekklesia, ek-klay-see’-ah; from a comp. of G1537 and a der. of G2564; a calling out, i.e. (concr.) a popular meeting, espec. a religious congregation (Jewish synagogue, or Chr. community of members on earth or saints in heaven or both):–assembly, church.

The Pagan Origin of Christmas




One of the issues our ministry is concerned with is Freemasonry and the affiliated groups (Eastern Star, Shriners, Rainbow Girls, etc.) and the impact members of such groups have on the Church. We have been called Anti-masons by them, but we are not Mason haters.  We are conn  cerned with the souls of the men and women who are members of these organizations.  Many good people join these organizations and are unaware they are not compatible with Christianity. Examine our site to find resources that will reveal the true nature and background of this very popular cult organization.


We are often confronted with that question and we have done extensive research to provide you with a fair and Biblical answer to the question. We realize when we deal with such topics there might be some who are offended by our views. As we near the return of Christ we are compelled to clearly and boldly point people to Jesus Christ and the Bible as the only way of salvation and spiritual truth.



Are you troubled with what is going on in our world now?  We have known for some time that this day would come when our nation and the whole world would be in turmoil.

We have tried to warn everyone, especially God’s people, that we would suffer tribulation and begin to wonder if each day would be the last day of our lives. Only God knows what lies ahead for our nation.  Only you can make the decision to trust in what Jesus has already done for you on the cross.  Only Jesus can give you peace in the midst of turmoil.


As we see our world moving radically faster towards the return of our blessed savior, Jesus Christ, we can see our society described in II Timothy 3:1-5:

This know also, that in the last days perilous times shall come. {2} For men shall be lovers of their own selves, covetous, boasters, proud, blasphemers, disobedient to parents, unthankful, unholy, {3} Without natural affection, trucebreakers, false accusers, incontinent, fierce, despisers of those that are good, {4} Traitors, heady, highminded, lovers of pleasures more than lovers of God; {5} Having a form of godliness, but denying the power thereof: from such turn away.

II Timothy 3:1-5

 And we can read a further description of evil men in II Timothy 3:13:

But evil men and seducers shall wax worse and worse, deceiving, and being deceived.

II Timothy 3:13

     We need to be aware of False religions and Cults and how they can infiltrate our churches. We need to know how to defend Basic Bible doctrines in order to discern true from false. That is called Apologetics.

Holding fast the faithful word as he hath been taught, that he may be able by sound doctrine both to exhort and to convince the gainsayers.  

Titus 1:9 KJV

Religion, according to the Encyclopaedia Britannica, is:

“Relation of human beings to God or the gods or to whatever they consider sacred or, in some cases, merely supernatural……Worship is probably the most basic element of religion, but moral conduct, right belief, and participation in religious institutions also constitute elements of the religious life. Religions attempt to answer basic questions intrinsic to the human condition (Why do we suffer? Why is there evil in the world? What happens to us when we die?) through the relationship to the sacred or supernatural…..”

Our definition of a false religion would be a relationship with and / or worship of a god (or angels or devils) that is not the Holy God of the Bible; and believing in another way of salvation other than the blood that Jesus shed on the Cross of Calvary to make a way for us to have that relationship with the God of the Holy Bible.  Many people infiltrate churches to instill doubt and false teachings about Jesus and the Bible or offer another way of salvation or doctrines other than what Jesus taught.

That is why it is important to know what the Bible really says.


Valley of Decision” – This is a more comprehensive tract covering the Two major decisions of your life:  Believing in Jesus as your Lord and Savior and Believing what Jesus said about His return.

Are you part of the End Time Remnant?

Even so then at this present time also there is a remnant according to the election of grace.

Romans 11:5

For as the body is one, and hath many members, and all the members of that one body, being many, are one body: so also is Christ. {13} For by one Spirit are we all baptized into one body, whether we be Jews or Gentiles, whether we be bond or free; and have been all made to drink into one Spirit.

1 Corinthians 12:12-13

This is the time of great apostasy or falling away from the truth.  Jesus will be coming back for his pure Bride.

Let no man deceive you by any means: for that day shall not come, except there come a falling away first, and that man of sin be revealed, the son of perdition

2 Thessalonians 2:3 KJV

Blow the trumpet in Zion, sanctify a fast, call a solemn assembly: {16} Gather the people, sanctify the congregation, assemble the elders, gather the children, and those that suck the breasts: let the bridegroom go forth of his chamber, and the bride out of her closet.

Joel 2:15-16 KJV

For I am jealous over you with godly jealousy: for I have espoused you to one husband, that I may present you as a chaste virgin to Christ.

2 Corinthians 11:2 KJV

Let us be glad and rejoice, and give honour to him: for the marriage of the Lamb is come, and his wife hath made herself ready.

Revelation 19:7 KJV

Many are dissatisfied with what is going on in their churches. Some of the problems are: too much love for money, lack of compassion for the lost or abused, absence of good solid Biblical doctrine being taught, not dealing with idolatry and other sins, and too much emphasis on the False Teaching of the Pre-Tribulation Rapture. The only Sure Foundation is the one Jesus laid. If anything is built on any other foundation, it is going to fall.

For other foundation can no man lay than that is laid, which is Jesus Christ.

1 Corinthians 3:11 KJV

Even so then at this present time also there is a remnant according to the election of grace.

Romans 11:5 KJV

And the dragon was wroth with the woman, and went to make war with the remnant of her seed, which keep the commandments of God, and have the testimony of Jesus Christ.

Revelation 12:17 KJV

We want to know if you are part of the End Time Remnant. Please share your thoughts and Contact Us and let us know where you are located – or check out our Remnant Locations page.

RITUAL ABUSE – What is Ritual abuse?

A Crime – Painful – Sad –  Evil – Humiliating – Scary – Mentally,  Emotionally, Physically and Spiritually Debilitating – A Destruction of Normal Family and Church Relationships – Something God can Heal and Set YOU Free from!


    The following information is from CHAPTER EIGHT – DEFINING: RA, SRA of our book,FROM VICTIMS To VICTORS – THROUGH THE CROSS OF JESUS CHRIST- Gilead’s Balm – A Healing Workbook for Ministers, Victim- Survivors, And All Christians who want to be Free through Jesus Christ.

Dr. Lawrence Pazder, a pioneer in the field of ritual abuse in North America, who gave this definition of ritual abuse: combined with a systematic use of symbols, ceremonies, and machinations designed and orchestrated to attain malevolent effects”

That is a very good definition, but has some indications that it is also referring to SRA. We often use this definition:

Ritual abuse is repeated abuse that could contain any one or all types of abuses such as sexual, physical, and emotional abuse of someone.

Ritual abuse if often perpetrated by family members in the home of the victim. It usually happens repeatedly over a number of years although sometimes it happens only once. There is usually an abundant amount of “shame” put on the victim by the perpetrators plus what the victim puts on themselves for not stopping the abuse. It does not always advance into Satanic ritual abuse. There is also much emotional intimidation involved in the threats made by the perpetrators.

Occasionally, I am asked the difference between “Ritual Abuse” and “Satanic Ritual Abuse.” The short answer is, “Little, if any.” I define ritual abuse separately from satanic ritual abuse, (solely for the purpose of clarity), when there is not an obvious reverence for and worship of the entity Satan or a specific demonic. The end result as a participant in either is essentially the same for the perpetrator and victim. When the perpetrators do not realize or acknowledge the demonic/satanic entities that feed off their behavior, I refer to it as Ritual Abuse. When perpetrators clearly recognize their actions are for the purpose of obtaining power from specific demonic/Satan entities, I refer to that as Satanic Ritual Abuse. 

It is purely a matter of semantics, however; in my opinion, they are interchangeable terms. When writing and speaking, I will often use the generic term, “Ritual Abuse” to refer to any and all forms of Ritual behavior that create trauma, regardless of it’s purpose or reason. I try to refrain from using the term “Satanic Ritual Abuse” because I’ve found that many will discount the seriousness of their occultic abuse because, “Well, they weren’t actually worshipping Satan, they were just involved in some weird stuff. (Why does it seem important to separate one form of evil from another for some survivors?) If it isn’t honoring the Lord, if it isn’t building up character, image, and faith in Lord Jesus Christ, what difference does it make if it is RA or SRA? Your life has been supremely messed up either way! …..The devastation and the healing journey is pretty much the same regardless.

We’ve been trying to program out of my vocabulary the term SRA/Satanic Ritual Abuse for this very reason. Anything that would qualify as ritual abuse IS satanic, as far as I’m concerned! Using the term satanic, in the minds of many frequently excludes Wicca (or the other forms of witchcraft), African/Caribbean, or South American flavors of Satanism, and most anything else that doesn’t fit neatly in the category of what I call European Satanism: dark robes, candles, altars, pentagrams, etc. We feel that eliminating the term satanic helps to blur the line enough to include anything ritually occultic.

We have had many allegations of Satanic ritual abuse from various types of organizations and people.  It has been alleged by survivors that their perpetrators were members of the following groups.  This does not mean that every member of the groups listed participated, but that some members have been allegedly involved.  Many claim they do not even follow the writings of Aleister Crowley.

  • The Orthodox Church of Satan started by Anton LaVey who use the Satanic Bible – recognized by the United States Constitution as a legitimate religious organization.
  • Self-Styled Satanists that can range from dabblers to organized cults on a smaller level who have spawned many serial killers like “Night Stalker”, Richard Ramirez.
  • Underground Satanic Cults that is often generational in nature and very secretive in nature.
  • Highly organized governmental experimental factions (as alleged by survivors) and that is only a few suggestions.
  • Churches (unfortunately not everyone in the Christian churches are what they are supposed to be) Satanism in Catholic church?
  • Members of Secret Societies such as the Masons, Shriners, Eastern Stars, and Fraternities and Sororities.

Although no two groups hold absolutely identical rituals and ceremonies, many features seem to be regular components and are reported by children as young as three to adult women in their thirties and forties who start remembering the events initially through flashbacks.  In an article following we describe the most frequently cited rituals.

We receive much “hate mail” from various individuals or groups defending Satanism and saying that the following things do not happen there and they are not contained in their teachings.  However, we have also received many testimonies during the over 25 years of ministry to confirm that these things do happen. People do bad things or good things because they use their “will” to do them.  The Law of Thelema is contained in the channeled writings of Aleister Crowley and says “Do what thou wilt”.  This means that each person who follows those writings has personal liberty to do what they want to do.  This often includes the practice of magik (sexual magic).  In other words, each individual person can make a choice to do whatever they want to do even though they may be a member of a specific group.  Many times the abusers take a mix of practices from several different occult sources.

 Therefore, we have decided to offer the following information taken from this source: Terri A. Clark, MORE THAN ONE- An Inside Look At Multiple Personality Disorder, 1993 Oliver-Nelson Books, A division of Thomas Nelson, Inc., p. 190-192. [Report on Ritual Abuse, Los Angeles County Commission for Women-Ritual Abuse Task Force, 1991, p. 4, 10]

  • Threats/intimidations – Young children are threatened with death if they should ever tell the secret; if their parents are not members of the cult (the children are brought in by other relatives or by preschool or daycare workers), the children are told their parents will be killed.
  • Stripping – All victims, regardless of age, are stripped and made to feel vulnerable and unprotected both physically and psychologically. Most of the young children describe being photographed in the nude. The victims are inspected and sexually molested by both men and women in the cult.
  • Penetration – Besides being raped, children are penetrated with all kinds of ritual elements, crucifixes, knives, candles, snakes, and so on. Quite often, children will describe that “they put sticks inside me and the other children.”
  • Drugs – Both children and adults are given drugs; children usually describe being given a “punch to drink that made me feel sleepy [funny or sick].
  • Mutilation of animals – Small animals, usually cats, rabbits, or dogs, are mutilated before the young children who are threatened with the same fate if they should tell anyone.
  • Burial – A child between the ages of three and six is put inside a coffin, and then spiders, snakes, and/or rodents are added to terrorize the child. The child is lowered into a hole. Later a cult official will rescue the child, further confusing her; she now is impressed to owe her life to her captor.
  • Breeders – Teenage girls are impregnated by the men in the cult. Later when she is at full term, the girl will be given a drug to induce labor at the ceremony. When the baby is born, it is sacrificed on the spot during the ritual. Often the girl is forced to kill it herself. Almost all mutilations and killings are done with a ceremonial knife.
  • Marriage ceremony – The victim is stripped and “married” to a high priest or consecrated to Satan. The child is then said to “belong” to Satan.”

Many states have now passed laws against such abuse.

     We pray this information has helped you to understand Ritual abuse and Satanic ritual abuse and will enable you comprehend why survivors have such a problem with sharing what horrible things that have been done to them and also why it is hard for them to seek help.

One of the books we offer to expose the horrible facts about SRA is B4 –  THE EGYPTIAN-MASONIC-SATANIC CONNECTION (Revised Edition with new documentation) – Compares the rituals. The symbols in each of these areas with drawings from Satanic ritual abuse victims and shows their connection with Freemasonry.


And a certain man was there, which had an infirmity thirty and eight years. {6} When Jesus saw him lie, and knew that he had been now a long time in that case, he saith unto him, Wilt thou be made whole? {7} The impotent man answered him, Sir, I have no man, when the water is troubled, to put me into the pool: but while I am coming, another steppeth down before me. {8} Jesus saith unto him, Rise, take up thy bed, and walk.

John 5:5-8

This man lay at the pool for 38 years.  What would you do if you saw him?  Would you reach out and help him get help?  This is one reason why we do what we do.  Our ministry is concerned with the lack of compassion and ministry skills available for survivors of various types of abuse.  We offer resource materials that will minister to those involved in Freemasonry, cults, false religions, survivors of ritual abuse, Satanic ritual abuse, church abuse, roll playing games, Greek College Fraternities, and all who need to be totally Set Free through Jesus Christ.  We want to equip you with practical materials that have been developed through our desire to minister to the abused or other problems that keep a person from living a victorious Christian life.  We have several years experience in working with different types of problems ministering to Christians and Non-Christians.  We praise God that many survivors all over the world are getting set free using our book, FROM VICTIMS To VICTORS – THROUGH THE CROSS OF JESUS CHRIST- Gilead’s Balm  as a guide.


We have often heard of problems within the church even after a person is saved and delivered when the pastor and members of the church found out that the person was survivor of abuse.  For some unknown reason, most people in the church do not want to let you be free in Jesus.  If there is a problem in the church, they tended to blame the survivor because they accuse them of having demons attached from their past history of incest, SRA, rape, or other forms of abuse.  Often whenever a survivor goes up front for prayer a group forms around that person and tries to cast out demons without the survivors permission.  Often the survivor has MPD/DID and this causes further abuse because you cannot cast out a personality.  This action on the part of the well-meaning Christians can be avoided with proper training and understanding of the dynamics involved in deliverance ministry.

We pray that our carefully documented materials will help equip and educate and Wake Up Christians and anyone seeking the truth in this area of ministry and help them to successfully help Jesus to set people free.

A video I did explaining how I deal with MPD/DID – Split for a Purpose


Many times we have visited churches or groups and we feel like we have a sign above our heads that says, “Invisible Visitor.” Usually the pastor speaks or acknowledges we are present, but the people in the groups are usually so used to each other and they engage in conversations with people they already know and not new folks.

Sometimes the pastor gets so busy that he sends his deacon or sometimes no one bothers to extend their fellowship or even ask why you visited. It is not that we want to draw attention to ourselves, or be recognized as ministers, etc. – we just want to feel welcomed, wanted and loved. Christians are supposed to be the family of God and it is about time we acted like it! Just because you assume a person is already a Christian, does not make it so. Only God can judge a person’s heart, and therefore we need to offer Salvation to everyone.

Often visitors are treated like heretics because the group will find out that the visitors do not believe exactly like they do, dress like they do, or wear their hair they way they do, or because a visitor is overweight, or crippled, etc. etc, etc. They are treated as lesser undeserving persons. This also applies to anyone that visits your group. This is a form of church abuse and peer pressure. We have found the although we do not force our beliefs on the groups, but do defend our faith when asked about doctrinal issues, we are still ostracized. If you are guilty of any of this type of behavior towards your fellow believers or unbelievers, please examine your heart and repent and search the Scriptures to find how you are to treat your brother and sister in the Lord and those who visit your group.

For I rejoiced greatly, when the brethren came and testified of the truth that is in thee, even as thou walkest in the truth. {4} I have no greater joy than to hear that my children walk in truth. {5} Beloved, thou doest faithfully whatsoever thou doest to the brethren, and to strangers; {6} Which have borne witness of thy charity before the church: whom if thou bring forward on their journey after a godly sort, thou shalt do well

3 John 1:3-6 KJV

My brethren, have not the faith of our Lord Jesus Christ, the Lord of glory, with respect of persons. {2} For if there come unto your assembly a man with a gold ring, in goodly apparel, and there come in also a poor man in vile raiment; {3} And ye have respect to him that weareth the gay clothing, and say unto him, Sit thou here in a good place; and say to the poor, Stand thou there, or sit here under my footstool: {4} Are ye not then partial in yourselves, and are become judges of evil thoughts? {5} Hearken, my beloved brethren, Hath not God chosen the poor of this world rich in faith, and heirs of the kingdom which he hath promised to them that love him? {6} But ye have despised the poor. Do not rich men oppress you, and draw you before the judgment seats? {7} Do not they blaspheme that worthy name by the which ye are called? {8} If ye fulfil the royal law according to the scripture, Thou shalt love thy neighbour as thyself, ye do well

James 2:1-8 KJV


The numbers are staggering—1 out 3 women in America has had an abortion. This subject seems to be in the news more and more.  We are anti-abortion and pro-life.  Unfortunately, there are many other sins beside abortion that can make a person have problems with their relationship with the Lord. Many ministries condemn those who commit abortion above other sins, yet never touch the other sins, such as gossip, lying, homosexuality, or membership in secret societies.  We minister to survivors of Post-abortion depression and those suffering from the guilt from the sin.

As of 2014, some 60% of women having abortions were in their 20s; 59% had one or more children; 86% were unmarried; 75% were economically disadvantaged; and 62% reported a religious affiliation. No racial or ethnic group made up a majority: Some 39% of women obtaining abortions were white, 28% were black, 25% were Hispanic and 9% were of other racial or ethnic backgrounds.

One of the types of abortion, Partial birth abortion, has been in the news lately and we are thrilled that there has been some progress made in stopping it, but we have a long way to go so keep that issue in your prayers. 90% of babies aborted are normal. When an “oops” happens and the baby’s head pops out, the doctor must deliver the baby alive, drown it, or let the child die from exposure or neglect. Many young mothers are lied to and do not know that they carry a live baby from conception and they are told it is just a “blob of tissue”. As Christians we know otherwise. We also believe that a person can be forgiven for making the mistake of abortion if they go to Jesus with a sincere heart.

(4) And these things write we unto you, that your joy may be full.
(5) This then is the message which we have heard of him, and declare unto you, that God is light, and in him is no darkness at all.
(6) If we say that we have fellowship with him, and walk in darkness, we lie, and do not the truth:
(7) But if we walk in the light, as he is in the light, we have fellowship one with another, and the blood of Jesus Christ his Son cleanseth us from all sin.
(8) If we say that we have no sin, we deceive ourselves, and the truth is not in us.
(9) If we confess our sins, he is faithful and just to forgive us our sins, and to cleanse us from all unrighteousness.
(10) If we say that we have not sinned, we make him a liar, and his word is not in us.

1 John 1:4-10

Thus saith the LORD, thy redeemer, and he that formed thee from the womb, I am the LORD that maketh all things; that stretcheth forth the heavens alone; that spreadeth abroad the earth by myself

Isaiah 44:24 KJV

Lo, children are an heritage of the LORD: and the fruit of the womb is his reward.

Psalms 127:3 KJV

Please continue to reach out to those who have unwanted pregnancies. Try to find resources to help them if you are unable to do so yourself. Offer forgiveness, healing, and support through Jesus Christ.

“New” Resource – DELIVER the CHILDREN

For Women (and also Men involved) who have had Abortions, Miscarriages, and People who have lost their children, and for those who had to Sacrifice their children in SRA or other cult rituals. It will include a CD with Music for ceremony to “Deliver The Children” to the Lord to help with Closure, Freedom, and Healing in these issues. , Scriptures, Renunciations and Repentance examples, Prayers, and a Decorative burial box to commemorate the child so it can be named, and a closure Ceremony to facilitate delivering the child into the presence of Father God. It is important for people to have closure, freedom, and healing. This Resource is being offered for a small love gift (Suggested $25.00) to cover postage, book, CD, and Printed materials. It includes Renunciation words and a brief explanation of Salvation and Sample Prayer, so that it can be given to others who are not yet believers in hopes that they may come to know the Lord. This resource will provide a simple way for you to minister to a person who has experienced any of these issues.

I have prayed with many people through the years and provided a way for them to have closure, but I felt there was more that needed to be done. I have prayed about this and realize it will be a huge project, but feel in time I can set it all in motion. I already have a person who will donate the small boxes and another who is giving me antique hankies to put in the boxes. The Lord has also given me some Scriptures already. It is truly a work in progress.

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